just finished my biology exam, feel so relax... comfortable... but still feel a bit sad, depressed, feel regreat... as i only spent 2 hours in this morning to revise it, i ve a whole week time to revise, to prepare for the exam, but i didnt use it... i can exactly feel that "i'll be failed!" seriously... 10 Qs in the paper, i only can anwer 3 of them, the others just 'made up' or 'guess' answer...

however... it's been finished... finished forever... cannot do anything now... my last biology in my life ......

everything seems to be back to normal, back to the orginal, all the stuffs ve been sorted out. so many things had happened during this half-term, made a huge differece to me & my life.  had enough... enough... seriouly want to quit... really want to get over... coz i feel fucking tired now...  have no energy to continue... cannot breath properly... need a 'place' can relax, can recover my heart, can let me have some sunshine, can let me have some fresh air. the things i've done seems to be all 'pointless' 'meanless' 'useless'.  "i give up now!"

i'm trying to get over......

i'm trying to take it easy.......

i'm trying to give up......

i'm trying to make a new start......

i'm trying to love......

i'm trying to breath...... to smile...... to happy...... at least... i am trying ......